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The year started out kind of average. Same 'goals' as every year, same friends, same activities, same interests. I just wanted to do well at school, but, I made it a goal to continue being more social. About April my year got a lot more interesting. Had an okay school camp, was progressing well in school, had a decent enough mid-year report. My friends slowly started changing with all my classes changing, and i'm not entirely sure if it was for better or for worse. I mean, i've got 5 or 6 friends who I genuinly like and have a lot in common with, can hang out with, all that stuff, but, a lot of them I really don't care about overly, and, if I never saw them again from today, I wouldn't be overly dissapointed about it. I found a girl I liked who was in my science and S&E class, and who I went to primary school with. I hadn't talked to her since primary school 2 years ago, so msn and myspace was my way of letting her know of my existence. I got drunk one weekend, and with all the parties cancelled, the usual street-walking with hoards of unknown other adolescence turned into me and my friends going to her house, and me telling her I liked her. Bam. Girlfriend. I found a lot more cooler music. Got Pinkerton and the rest of the Weezer discography and completed my parents Radiohead collection to claim for myself. Found a lot of small little proper indie bands, found a lot of acclaimed bands like Animal Collective and the like. I got a lot more bored though. So I started going to parties and getting drunk. I realised how much I reaaally hate my town, but at the same time, lost a huge lot of ambition in regards to uni and what I want to do. My love for all things Arsenal hit a halt. I still stay up every 3am Sunday morning to watch the games, still go on the forums and stuff, but i've stopped spending excess amounts on kits, scarves, books and the like.. it's gone down a notch. Played well in football/soccer this season, and went to Country Week yet again (state wide football tournament against other towns) and we came second, losing in penalties in the final. As cliche as this sounds, I stopped trying to be like the indie kids I know off forms. I realised nobody cares if your conformist, or if your non-conformist, and pretty much also realised most people don't care about you at all. I'm totally cool with the reality of people and the world, because I share this view with most things anyway.
Overall, one of (if not, maybe the best) the best years of my life, but only since i've become a teenager have I had series of important events in a year.. so quite a few of my years don't count.
8/10.
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